Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Two girls - two different sides of me?

Damn it, why do they keep turning up in my thoughts?

I had seperate dreams about them last night (and the night before that) and even when I have been awake they have been there - somewhere in the back om my mind... suddenly appearing. Argh.

The thing is they are so different - and so are my attraction to them:

The shy one is actual girl-friend material I think: She is so cool, with out trying to be so, she can be funny - and then she is intellectually as sharp as a surgeons knife. And then of course she looks really good - and has the most amazing brown eyes.
So the attraction is both physical and intellectual - I think I've gotta find a way to get to Brussels soon, so that I can see her again (and hopefully test the romance-potential...)

With The Slovenian however it is different: I think it is much more based on physical attraction, at least so it was with the flirting. Because of her age it has a taste of being forbidden - at least I feel it is a no-go - and yet the game started and continued evolving, even though I didn't really think it was a good idea, at the same time I couldn't (wouldn't?) stop it.
She is in many ways the opposite of the shy one - wild and unpredictible and yet longing for the stronger side of me.

One intellectual and cool - and in some ways very similar to me (rootless, like to read books are not consideret proper intellectual reading, but not wanting to read Harry Potter - mostly because everyone else is reading it).
The other wilder and the artist type (she is in some sort of art school; does paintings and graffiti) - and well appealing to my macho side and the intense games that can be played out. Oh yeah and then she is also doing some media work... which is just like me (not because you need to do it - but because it is fun). With her it is not a relationship that comes to mind (even if she was closer to my age) - but more a passionate affair.

I think I'd like to see them both again... but do they really have to haunt me like this?

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