Sometimes coincidences are a strange thing...
Right now I am sitting with the laptop (which come to think of it seems quite obvious) and of course iTunes is playing random songs, and suddenly it selects Alicia Keys with Fallin'...
Now this happens to fit my state of mind quite good... 'caus I was actually just sitting and thinking about the Shy one. I haven't mailed with her for about a week I think - and I am really looking forward to hearing from her: Everytime I check my mailbox and find messages from what seems to be every other living being on the entire planet I get a bit disappointed...
When she gets back to the office I think I will have to call her... even got a good and work-related reason/excuse for it... but of course the real reason is to hear her voice, to try and figure out if it is only me thinking these thoughts... Also these days I'm keeping my fingers crossed - 'caus there might be a good reason for my work to ship me to Brussels soon (for a few days)... and in Brussels I've got friends I don't get to see often enough - but more importantly in Brussels there is the Shy one... And maybe, just maybe, I can find a way to go out with her... maybe even ask her on a date ... or at least make sure we can go to a bar with some of her girlfriends whom I also happen to know... one thing is for sure: I need to find out soon if there is a realistic chance for something between us or not.
"I keep on fallin ... iiiiinn..... in love...with a you/ Sometimes I love you/ sometimes you make me blue"
... Damn - it could almost be the soundtrack to my feelings these days... I haven't even been trying with any other girls since (not counting the Slovenian of course) the conference... og ok, to be honest there was two... but even then I didn't really try...
.... Hmmm I think I have to take care right now... so that I don't end up falling in love with the idea of falling for her... instead of listening to my feelings next time I see her... even though it is hard to do when you dream of her many nights.
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