It is strange - sometimes it seems like there are no girls even remotely interesting around, and at other times there are several girls on my minds. Though some of them are geographically closer than others - and that one if them is definetely not an option for anything but sex...
Right now there are primarily four girls:
The unexpected
Suddenly realized that the Unexpected is due back home quite soon. She has been posted in Brussels (funny how things seems to always be connected to that city) and last time I was there we met. First for lunch and then for just a beer with a couple of her friends. The friends eventually left, and suddenly something happened between us - which I guess surprised both of us. It certainly wasn't planned - and although I know she once was really interested in me, there has never been anything more than a few kisses and some remarks between us - other than the friendship.
What we are going to do now none of seems to know... and since she was almost done with her posting we sort of decided to not deal with until she came home - which will happen soon. And I really don't know what to think or feel about it.
Of course there is also a bit of a complication concerning the unexpted - a friend of mine has had a crush on her for years, and is for some reason still hoping for the possibility of a romance with her. It won't happen of course - since she is not in love with him... but sometimes it's hard to be rational when feelings are involved. However, it does complicate it all a bit. For now he is in the dark about the two of us... and if we decide to act on it when she gets back - we will probably still keep it hidden from him for some time.... but again that is if we act on it... shiiit, I'm confused about it
The Cat
It sort of happened a bit out of the blue, although we have been talking about it before - but next week I've got a lunch-date with the Cat. Wonder how that will turn out...
Just got to remember to behave - since I know her through a frien.
The Slovenian
I wrote a bit with the Slovenian on messenger the other day. Our 'conversation' made me wonder what I have gotten myself into - but also made me glad that apparently I am not the only one who has given it a thought after it happened.
We had not talked for long before the conversation was changed from 'Hey, how are you doing?' to something else:
The Slovenian: Do you miss it here?
Llama: Why? Do you miss me? ;-)
The Slovenian: :-) - well do you?
Llama: Hard not to - with the nature, the weather... and... well, you know ;-)
The Slovenian: Then come back!
Llama: Jawohl! - No seriously I am quite sure that I will
The Slovenian: Good!
The Slovenian: And when you do come - Call me! Seriously
... and the rest will be left out for reasons of privacy ;-)
But I know that I am going back there (not because of here... but because I like the place - and know some people there)... the question is just what to do with... well her? (not least if I am succesfull with the Shy one - or one of the others)
Well, guess time will tell - it will sort of have to, wont it?
The Shy one
Communications between us right now is mostly via mail - but can't really wait 'till she gets back to the office - so that I can invent some sort of excuse to talk to her on the phone (I've said it before - we are behaving like a couple of teenagers)... and then I've also got to work on the excuse to be sent to Brussels again (especially since a friend of mine is being posted there)
Is it really that strange that I am bit confused?
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